I don’t want to turn up to you just because I promised I would.
I want to turn up to you because Love would have me be nowhere else.
I pray that I have the clarity and authenticity to create for myself a life in which my promises to you and the way Love calls me line up more often than not.
And I pray the same for you.
Know that I make no promises to you with anything less than the intention to keep my word.
But sometimes, sometimes I will be walking towards you, turning up as promised, and I will realise my feet feel more leaden than light, my gaze turning anywhere but towards you.
Let’s let ourselves break our promises if the cracks let more love in.
Let’s not let guilt bind us together.
Let’s learn to see that, in love, we can never truly be apart.